Vision of Roots

I have been having random days of difficulties of sleeping especially during the nights that I’m very tired or nights I should rest for the next day’s plans. Even if i do, my dreams are tiring… My medic friend in Russia told me it can be “Euphoria”. I was like, “wah what?”(psst… it’s when you are too exhausted and pass the bedtime then you get really awake and happy..something like that…) Yes, I’m very awake but I’m not happy cos I want to sleep!

Tonight, after trying to sleep for 2 hours (I tried changing pillows, get creative with my style of sleeping, sleeping on the floor), I got up to sit by the window putting my forehead down on my hand… God revealed…

Roots…

I began to engage: What’s the root of sleeplessness/ anxiousness/ tiring dreams? - there are a few added commitments in my weekly schedule, few plannings and happenings I’m looking forward to, my new job, my fitness… but it didn’t add anything up… I’m coping well…(I was only looking at the surface of the roots – 2nd pic above)

God lengthen a bold root deeper downwards in my vision…(1st pic above)
I found my root for my “Euphoria”… Uncertainty/Insecurity

Yes, I was coping well. Experience learning at different levels in different areas was exciting… But each night, my heart was not entirely at peace, my mind was not entirely at rest. I searched www.biblegateway.com for the word “root” and this scripture caught me “His roots dry up below and his branches wither above”-Job 18:16

I know the fact that it is also from the root that my ‘branches’ would spring. God had already spoken to me last two days at the 1.a.m album launch…

I’ve settled my “roots” in faith to God to settle for me…

Have you?

“Let us draw near to God with a sincere heart in full assurance of faith, having our hearts sprinkled to cleanse us from a guilty conscience and having our bodies washed with pure water”- Hebrew 10:22

Good Night 2:41 a.m

Sold out is Sold out!

I cannot really describe in words how awesome it was… only when you are there to witness it, you will understand why is it that’s so amazing…

Check out for some good photos taken for the 2 amazing nights:

http://carolyong.multiply.com/photos/album/54
http://carolyong.multiply.com/photos/album/55

More photos are on the way….

dO you have a story?

“…many people gave up not knowing how close they are from being sucessful…”- I heard this during a training…i nod believing the trainer but i doubt how real it would apply in my life…maybe i haven’t come across that or i never had knew…

Today was my official first day of my full time job in an I.T. consulting firm (yes! I.T.! Those who know me close enough would know that I’m not I.T. literate). It was really interesting learning couple of new things today… As a first day newbie in the office, I was trying to give a good impression to my boss considering the fact i was 10 mins late… Anyway…

My first task was to help my boss change this digital clock batteries…(oh! so easy!) put the (+) at the (+) and the (-) at the (-)…but it didn’t work! 2mins… 5 mins… 10 mins… i did everything right…the batt was new…i believed that the clock do not function anymore… (who wouldn’t?) But just I was about to give up and tell my boss, I said a small little prayer and try again… 2 times… 3 times… BEEPPPPPPP!!!!!!!!! YAY!!!!!! at that point… “success!!”
Today… I felt that and reminded of the phrase… I guess it just encouraging to knowing that I hung on a little bit longer… Just to share this so that next time, when u have a little frustation that you want to give up… hang on a little bit longer…

p/s: Do you have a similar story? Feel free to share in my comment page…

Oh! by the way, the time on the clock…That wasn’t the time i arrived at work

His Call… Your All…

Presenting 1 A.M…

Tickets @ RM 35 INCLUSIVE of Sold Out Album+ Bonus DVD

Time: 7Pm

28th April 07 @ ECF Puchong (Tickets are sold out)

29th April 07 @ KDU College Auditorium

(Message me for tickets, tickets will be on sale on the 29th April@KDU based on availability)

 

This is a HIGHLY RECOMMENDED launch. SATISFACTION GUARANTEED. Come! Prove that I’m wrong

 

Greetingz!

Alot of you knows that i have been keeping away from having a blog. When i further try to understand myself why, i’ve concluded I’m actually scared to it (not blogs but the SO FAST moving technology). After years and months of ‘denying internet’ this short 3 months had been a change of mindset and heart for me towards this mass item globally. Thanking the influence and inspiration from the people around me who blogs and made a difference, prayers and a friend whom was ‘considering to blog or not to blog’ with me(she had started hers), today… I have decided i too want to start this journey.

So, here in my first post, I would like to welcome and invite old friends, new friends, friends friends or even people who only heard about me or people who just accidentally clicked my site to share my life journey, thoughts and interests together with me.

Cheers!

nailin

Ps: I’m learning how to use this things…